where was i....ah!!! Yesterday i used every abusive word i could know, i know its wrong n very wrong n absolutely proves me a "bad human being"....i was guilty when i woke up in the morning. But "me" inside this human is abs safe and pure. Why i titled this post "moving around in circles"....now thats a good question. I explain it to you. This is something called state of my mind these days. Life seems to be dull and drastically way down my expectations. Got bored and immensely outta my mind...i dint realise what am i doing but still following my heart...(because i trust it).
Voice is hoarse and cries are inside
i don't know what to pursue
in an abjectly sorrowful life...
i'm moving around in circles
don't realise the monotony of it
uptill can't escape the ultimate
destination of this gifted life
as they say.
unescapable or what else do i pray.
*end*
Saturday, January 23, 2010
enough!!!!
well, thats the word for today....a lot of things went "enough" for me today. Enough of "masti", enough of "tolerence" of some non-sense and abusive texts from my school mate(u remember the moron, i mentioned earlier) and enough of "scoldings" by mom and (esp.) dad. Life seems to be miserable at the end of the day. Yeah!!! i don't want to spoil the memories i gathered today by just a "bad-mood"....i enjoyed a lot, celebrated my close friends birthday...even the journey was awesome, but had to pay for all this at the end of the day...but chalta hai yaar...friends ke saath ke liye this is a mere cost.
As mentioned above, got two reasons for bad mood. That scoundrel didn't get my message...i bet he will reply to me until he feels that his ego has "enough" of injuries...n also can i bet that i'm gonna win this argument this time...because this is powerful "me" involved here and not the human inside me. This time nothing called "losing" is going to happen. He will definitely see a drastic change in his ****ing life **i bet again!!!** "Enough" of discussing the rubbishness of my life. And now the another reason goes as " late-entry " to the home after the party...(yeah!!! defi. a reason to get scolded) and i got the message when my family didn't open gate for me...ha! But...they opened and let me in at last. I escaped lately.
have a lot to tell you but don't wanna make this post a long one...so i quit here bidding all of u a good night and pleeeeeej sleep tight because its really cold outta there. tell u everything tommorow.:):)
*end*
As mentioned above, got two reasons for bad mood. That scoundrel didn't get my message...i bet he will reply to me until he feels that his ego has "enough" of injuries...n also can i bet that i'm gonna win this argument this time...because this is powerful "me" involved here and not the human inside me. This time nothing called "losing" is going to happen. He will definitely see a drastic change in his ****ing life **i bet again!!!** "Enough" of discussing the rubbishness of my life. And now the another reason goes as " late-entry " to the home after the party...(yeah!!! defi. a reason to get scolded) and i got the message when my family didn't open gate for me...ha! But...they opened and let me in at last. I escaped lately.
have a lot to tell you but don't wanna make this post a long one...so i quit here bidding all of u a good night and pleeeeeej sleep tight because its really cold outta there. tell u everything tommorow.:):)
*end*
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