dragging myself away in the hindrances of non-subjectivity, i mean I'm letting myself go with my mind, so I'm kinda going off-track i.e. i had lived trusting my heart, always followed its order like mad but now I'm doing the opposite. I'm listening to my brains more than my heart. The conflict is dead, the ever revolting heart and the discouraging mind are paused. But at least today i know what i feel, worse is when you don't know what you feel (so today is a lucky day). Ummm...*pause*...a long one. Blank.....no pulse no beat no hope. Its just-breaking-a-habit symptom.
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