particularly its you !!

the reason for anxiousness is something i don't want to know, yes! today i confront unusual feelings...drastically new to me. Yar, what should i do?? This darn thing "affection" takes toll of me. It took me just one moment to bid goodbye and live here in ego alongside shattering myself everyday for just one answer. JUST-ONE-ANSWER. May be its nothing, may be that person is as cold as everyone but i just don't want to live this way.

here i rest in peace
nerves lie cold in need
thinking of you,
sinking in you
these lush green fields
this deep blue sky above
the breeze blowing my soul
reminds me of the eternal love
I'M IN YOU.
boundaries couldn't limit
the extent of its purity
millions of doubts
couldn't vanish my sense of surety
your absence is a spell
your presence too.

I envy those, You love
I deny I Love you
I want you to talk
I want you to walk
beside
hold my hand
i see this light
in your eye
You make me feel
important
I'm weird at things
when you're away
I wait for you
every single day.
I do not own you
neither i want to
I'M IN YOU
FOREVER.


You may conclude from this that i'm in love but this aint true. I'm in a state called "beyond love"...its lovely out here.

*ende*