Saturday, April 9, 2011

Fuck Fear And Break Free

Today i read all of my earlier posts, and realized that i really was hopeful about life, my days were full of sun shine and bright blooming colorful smiling heart, its not that i want to say my life is hopeless..but now i understand what hopelessness means. I've experienced too much before i could step out. In the morning, when i open my eye lids i see the sun shine, but i also know that i have to rise with it, i know that i have to find hope in the most dark places, i know i should prove something. Head feels heavy in utter light of the sun, night was dark enough, end of the tunnel just begun (Jeez!! i talk in poetry). I managed to learn something somehow, and why wouldn't I..darkness teaches you to live lively in light, it absorbs fear of it. I am glad about what i become now, the learner. I tell myself everyday that i do not fear, and see i don't.


*ende*