Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Full stop

Wish I could laugh about it. Wish I could reverse what I had said .. 
There is upcoming darkness 
There is my beloved black hole
There is my end .

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Random Variables

"The word random stresses the fundamental fact that we are dealing with experiments governed by laws of chance, rather than by any deterministic laws."

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

A wander into the present.

I don't need to wake up to this time. I don't need to write this post. But my mind wanders and it won't stop unless I write. I don't want it to stop wandering, letting something off the plate though. 

I see 
Since I was one year old
I watch 
Since I was seven
I notice 
Since I was twelve
I dream
Since I was eighteen 
I observe
Since I was twenty two

I have only been blank since then. Nice story to ponder. 

Trying to see, watch, notice, dream and observe, but blank stares at walls and books and screens and mirrors are all and whole from a while.

What am I thinking? 
What do I do?
Such infinity..
And I am just stuck.

I write poetry to circumscribe,
But unleash myself in innocence.
Deeper into the outer space,
Narrowing and objectively,
I stare.

My mind wanders and eyes blankly stare at infinity, they are bright, both of them, equally writhed by questions and many probable answers. 

I wander with my mind into something that leads upto nothing, but it can not be nothing, so it is something. Yes, it's all mine, from beginning to end.