And there's a pattern I've observed of a conflicted and constricted approach in my head. Being quiet (helpful in managing thoughts), being quiet(keeps you enclosed), being quiet(lets your demons reside in), being quiet(is anyway better than being fussy), being quiet(makes you mysterious), being quiet(isn't really being quiet but copying some-one who is better known for weight of the words). Latter keeps mind constricted, i never overcame these demons and fail every time i try to think my own peppy ways. Becoming habitual to ignoring that 'feeble' voice is easy and adaptive, but is dangerous too...it engulfs your identity. Following is shit. THAT FEEBLE VOICE is real you, is real me. May be i need a lot of time to understand its realm.
*ende*
