Whenever I'm about to write here, i have a thought borne in my head from more than a month but as soon as i pick up my keyboard..i miss out everything that influenced me or not influenced me ever since. I usually stumble upon the present thought, which right now is quite vulnerable and unadulterated. I just heard something really nice about myself and from someone i really value in my life, i never knew i was this important and was good enough to be praised. Literally, i never want to be in the "mainstream", a socialite or center of something important, i always want to be 'me' and i shall not explain what i was praised about. I was googling my inspiration to write again, write anything again but i found nothing. Everything is going damn awesome in my life, yet i miss everything. Sometimes i feel I'm in a no-man's-land and nobody, i quote 'nobody' can understand what am i gonna tell them, bloody i still wanna tell.
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