//this was written two years back, felt like sharing this stupid teenager's hate with you//
i hate u now…
nor i love the things u said,
neither want to remember
the promises u made.
i cant see ur face anymorr,
when i close my eyes.
Just see the hatred
i possess for u in my core.
after all this…written!
i say…
i hate u more even.
u creeped outta me
sometime back
when u said those things
which were serious…
contrary to ur expression,
i lately caught ur intention.
everything was misunderstood,
since then i never weeped,
i gathered strength
against all that stuff
i cant forget you
cos bad memories forever last
but can surely erase from my heart.
u’ll soon faint i know’
...till then i want to die!!!
i do not link u to betrayal
but ur deed wasn’t okay,
i have no hopes with you
just i can only pray.
today u might have lots of love
around you
but one day u’ll crave for it,
i have hate to give you
for then u’ll love it.
i promise to never
cross ur river
everynite i yet shiver
when i hear you.
dont cross my path in future
i’ll keep mine away
though the hate in me
for u,
will forever stay.
you took toll of my patience
i forgive
you jugded my love
i forgive
you kept me in dark
i forgive
you insulted me in the past
i forgive
you haunted me in my dreams
i forgiv
you let me go away
i hate u for this…!
i have grudges against you
u’ll never explain
i dont want to hear...infact
they’ll forever remain.
now got no questions to ask
i hav answers in your silence
which is bleak and wet
your silence pierces though
it shields me yet.
if ever in my life
u’ll face me
i will see the guilt
u’ll see the hate in me.
cos i have nothing else to give u.
nobody can heal the wounds
i have hate to heal
which though may not be good
but i have only hate to conceal.
i tried to wash the footprints
of my love for u
they are still there
i made new ones of hate
which are more clear.
i threw all the memories
burnt the times
washed the compassion
and kept hate for you.
you meet me neva
go away….i hate u forever.
truth of my life
i dared to accept it
i have no reason
to go back
but to move on
still the hate in me
hasn’t gone.
-swati goyal
i hate u now…
nor i love the things u said,
neither want to remember
the promises u made.
i cant see ur face anymorr,
when i close my eyes.
Just see the hatred
i possess for u in my core.
after all this…written!
i say…
i hate u more even.
u creeped outta me
sometime back
when u said those things
which were serious…
contrary to ur expression,
i lately caught ur intention.
everything was misunderstood,
since then i never weeped,
i gathered strength
against all that stuff
i cant forget you
cos bad memories forever last
but can surely erase from my heart.
u’ll soon faint i know’
...till then i want to die!!!
i do not link u to betrayal
but ur deed wasn’t okay,
i have no hopes with you
just i can only pray.
today u might have lots of love
around you
but one day u’ll crave for it,
i have hate to give you
for then u’ll love it.
i promise to never
cross ur river
everynite i yet shiver
when i hear you.
dont cross my path in future
i’ll keep mine away
though the hate in me
for u,
will forever stay.
you took toll of my patience
i forgive
you jugded my love
i forgive
you kept me in dark
i forgive
you insulted me in the past
i forgive
you haunted me in my dreams
i forgiv
you let me go away
i hate u for this…!
i have grudges against you
u’ll never explain
i dont want to hear...infact
they’ll forever remain.
now got no questions to ask
i hav answers in your silence
which is bleak and wet
your silence pierces though
it shields me yet.
if ever in my life
u’ll face me
i will see the guilt
u’ll see the hate in me.
cos i have nothing else to give u.
nobody can heal the wounds
i have hate to heal
which though may not be good
but i have only hate to conceal.
i tried to wash the footprints
of my love for u
they are still there
i made new ones of hate
which are more clear.
i threw all the memories
burnt the times
washed the compassion
and kept hate for you.
you meet me neva
go away….i hate u forever.
truth of my life
i dared to accept it
i have no reason
to go back
but to move on
still the hate in me
hasn’t gone.
-swati goyal
