physical layer of me: there's this blunder in my head, dunno what to do, which path to follow...where to go, what to hide and what to disclose. Right now I'm feeling disgust, i know anger aint a solution but if i don't write it now, i won't write it again and forever it will remain. Fun and miseries go hand in hand, but miseries take toll of everything positivity in you. NO miseries as such but worried about "the next day". I can advice everybody on that, "that you shouldn't worry" and when it comes to me...howsoever i try I'd be overwhelmed with it. Relationships aren't my cup of tea...won't be able to handle it.
more into the depths: But beyond these things i try to focus on other things...the other side of me. Nuisance may create chaos everywhere in my body-cells but it can least effect my imaginations. They are always separate from the physical world. With it, I can see that light right in middle of my forehead, with it i can play in clouds, with it i become the witch of mysteries. Because things we see now, were imagined in the past. So now you know, "imaginations" can create a difference.
deeper: Last night i wrote something in my inti, would like to share with all of you.
you really wanna know...
I don't love a person, i love a person's soul...I may sound fictitious but its true.
I'm connected to a soul made for me. I can feel it every-time around me, with me. I'm in love with it. I don't dream as such, i don't hate, I don't cry, I cant weep...this love with this soul is divine.
You'll find me absolutely mad and flirtatious like other women on this earth with this small difference...they're hardly in love. I've discovered the very essence of me since my childhood...never got off-subject(except for once i was in a web in disguise...a relationship, but nevertheless it taught me everything).
This soul doesn't belong to a body, but one day this soul will meet me in physical world...and I'll know it. There is nothing above or below love...its all beyond these limiting words. More in love, more into one's soul. I can see it and somehow i can feel it, you also want the same.
*ende*
